It is your birthday today, you would have been 88 years old. I haven't written here for quite some time, it has just been too painful.
I keep trying to move forward in some direction but can't seem to get focused. All your attempts at creating a close-knit family were for nought. Now I am all alone just as I knew I would be after you were gone. I have Matte and that is it.
I met this little bird yesterday and wondered if it might be you.
