Thursday, July 11, 2013

dreams

Hi Mom,

You were in my dreams last night, unfortunately I can't seem to remember them very well.  I just know it was nice seeing you even if only briefly.

I forced myself to work hard today and finished a commission that had been in progress for some time.  It did feel good to get that out of the way and I felt great while I was doing it.  Almost immediately afterwards though, the depression settled right in, rather it was like a large wave that came crashing down on me.

We went for a short walk in the woods before dinner and that helped some.  I'm reading a novel right now that takes place in Japan, somewhere I would like to visit someday.  Reading books and watching movies that take place in foreign places are especially appealing right now as it is a welcome escape from my thoughts.

We think of you and miss you.